watched butterfly lover (sucks), painted skin (not bad), the coffin (suck). . . . thats all bye.
你一句话 他很感动 你的关心 他都接受
我的立场 我的感受 你有没有试者想过
你的情话 说的太多 你的关心 给的太沉重
在你的心中 爱不应该是占有
该不该就算了掉头就走 却放弃不了
学著承担 学著释放 这样也好
(你没错〉他爱你比我更多 (没想过〉为什么选择寂寞 伤心不只是我 相信你也懂
(你没错〉该我的就该给我 (没想过〉不管別人怎么说 心伤了心 还是朋友
在生命中最好的对手
in the past I used to think that the song above was meaningless. when it just came out, I just think that the song was nice, but I never really knew what does it mean.
Today, I woke up with this song's rythem in my head, this time, I kinda feel the song.
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No mood
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
9:48 PM
The amount of things in my mind just increases the more I try to ignore. and it just get worst when I try to sleep (just becos I got nth better to do), and I will DREAM ~ and when I DREAM ~ , I tend to dream of ~ and it just get worst each time I try to sleep. Cant sleep and dream, now sleeping became something to dread.
Dilemma.
Some pictures below. I dont even have the mood to edit it. Or is it because I dont really care the way other people look at me anymore? SO MANY THINKINGS IN MY MIND ~
with Fiona in lab
The other time at sentosa, before kaijian went army. (not much difference now, he only 8-5 anw)
... so many things going through my mind. makes me kinda dont know what to do ... I dont even know why Im thinking so much, if anyone will to know what is in my mind, I guess they will be having dilemma too.
school starts at 12pm, needa slack another few hours. and I cant get to sleep in the night !!
Back to posting again, haven had the time or mood to blog, had been going out and out and out and out and out and out and out and out and out, and when Im home I will be talking and talking and talking and talking and talking and talking, and when Im done with talking I will be sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.
ok ignore the funny mouth I got here in this picture thanks
went out with veronicaTEEMmanTING lol. inside the picture, we are in thaiexpress, she first time eating there haha.
we took picture inside there, set selftimer somemore. lol, then got the Tick Tick Tick Tick sound, haha. Tick until the waiter ask if we need him to help take a picture for us lol.
the above picture was too dark due to the lighting and the lousy camera she has =/ so I edited the picture and become more bright and nicer hahahahaha.
This picture I didnt edit much in the brightness, see the difference with the previous picture. how come like that? no la not flash, she lucky got a pro like me to set the settings of the camera, and tadah ~ wad a big change.
pro jiu shi pro
Jiayang and Gordon's chalet pictures ~ kop from Gordon's sister's blog lmao
was blog hopping and saw pictures from their chalet. and impossible I take only pictures with me mah cos super little (I think only got 1?? or 2) sooooooooooooooooooo took those group photo and those before-cut-cake scenes
ermmm, not sure wad to comment abt this picture..
haha cant see my face in the back ~~~ lol
Group photo 1 (Im not inside)
Group photo 2 (Im not inside)
ahh, of cos Im inside lol, notice the photo was edited differently? becos Im too ugly must photoshop ! lol I look super funny zz
2nd group picture with me inside due to the previous one was a failed attempt becos gordon wasnt looking at the camera =.=
Birthday boys SMASHED ~ and that bastard kid in red hair, after failed to get revenge on those who participated in pressing his head down onto the cake, he came walking back to the chalet...
me and kenneth was sitting at the bbq, thinking that we will be save from those things, kenneth took out hp act talking on phone while Im sitting there happily zz when suddenly he said .... "eh guoxiang, steady ley"
there goes my face zzz first victim of him sia.
lol. and Im so kind to edit the pictures above, cos all too dark, and I kinda like tat effect.
ok, no more. it 6.15am now ~ few more mins going to prepare for school
Olvls starts today, gdluck. (ok I know it wont help, just write only.. just only lol)
Nothing much to update, time seems to passby very quickly, and its end of the day.
Slept for almost 13-14hours, super super duper duper tired.
Since Saturday haven been sleeping, was talking on phone on Saturday midnight 12am, chatted all the way till the next day morning, then went to eat breakfast on Sunday morning, reached home and was on phone again till afternoon, went to swim in the afternoon and had dinner, went home to bath and went out again to top up concession, went home and chat on phone till Monday morning, went to school straight away on Monday morning.
reached home at abt 3.30pm - 4pm, not sure didnt check time, and slept till now, at 5.30pm, and after relaxing awhile, came to update.
Anyway, I made myself to stop sleeping becos I thought my class starts at 9am, and I totally forgotten it was SELFSTUDY zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter Strange as it seems she's the one I'm after Cause she's bittersweet she knocks me off of my feet And I can't help myself I don't want anyone else She's a mystery she's too much for me But I keep coming back for more She's just the girl I'm looking for She can't keep a secret for more than an hour She runs on 100 proof attitude power And the more she ignores me the more I adore her What can I do? I'd do anything for her And when she sees it's me on her caller ID She won't pick up the phone, she'd rather be alone But I can't give up just yet Cause every word she's ever said is still ringing in my head Still ringing in my head She's cold and she's cruel But she knows what she's doing Knows just what to say So my whole day is ruined She's just the girl I'm lookin' for Just the girl I'm looking for posted by gx
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Recording
Monday, October 13, 2008
5:21 AM
want listen jiu listen, it was recorded the other time lol. me and kenneth were enjoying =/
Caught Connected yesterday, hell of a good show man ! Its already very exciting from the start. START ~ and throughout the whole show, there was never a dull part (for me) and its very funny also. Super good story twist, super good. Never expected this to be this, that to be that. And the ending, I was watching the movie and thinking how the hell are they gonna end this movie, and woo, not bad, lol. 5/5 for me. (first time rating show, rate 5/5 somemore, must watch lol) BUT if you think not nice, dont blame me lol.
Nothing much to blog abt lately, school reopening soon, sian.
AND DAMN IT !! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT PUTTING ON CONTACT LENSES WAS SO DIFFICULT TASK. WALAO~ until NOW ! I still cant put in. I manage to put in 1side, then today i tried again, waaahhhhhh, cannot liao. money down the drain.
okok, bye.
I will always remember this chair, that window, the way the light streams in. the clothes I'm wearing, the words I'm hearing, the face I'm seeing, the feeling I'm feeling, the smell, the sounds, will be written on my mind, will be written in my heart, as long as I live.
There are certain things that once you have No man can take away No wave can wash away No wind can blow away No tide can turn away No fire can burn away No time can wear away
There are moments you remember all your life. There are moments you wait for and dream of all your life. This is one of those moments.... posted by gx
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lol
Monday, October 6, 2008
11:02 PM
ok the kumantong thing was crap, I made up the whole kumantong thing lol. but he story was real.
ok im currently watching WWE and using labtop. AND this advertise is so funny i straight away click my address bar to go blogger.
its horror theme, introducing a few horrow shows. this is how is goes..
"dont go out alone... dont ever leave you house... blahblah"
forgot some lines, but the last one is ... "just scream" LOL
ok maybe not funny to you, but quite funny to me, cos the whole atmoshere is spooky ... aiya dunno. kk go back watch show liao bye
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Yentl
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
4:54 PM
"I want to know why. Why why WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?" "I was afraid!"
"Of what!?" "of this, of exactly this!"
"so you lied to me! god things I told you I wouldn't even tell a wife" "I'm glad you told me"
"Tell me the answer... why... WHY!" "I was afraid!"
"WHY!" "I wanted to be near you!"
"WHY!" "I don't want to lose you!"
"WHY!" "I loved you...!"
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